long time, no see

winter coldness, summer fades
freezing moments, silver gates
lights of christmas, glowing strong
all my sadness, lasting long

sparkling windows, twinkling trees
winds are turning out to breeze
no more drinking, no more beers
real life’s taking me to tears

christmas, christmas, everywhere
is there something else to share?
that we don’t see, but we need
kill the coldness, fill with heat

warm up my heart and warm up my soul
sew up my wounds and sew up the hole
loosen my anger, loosen my hate
please turn the silver to gold of the gate

wait weight wait

On Christmas I will have 80 kilograms again, it’s a promise. So I will need to lose 13. This is a big challenge. But, not the biggest. I’ve gone through worse things.

It means eating lots of fruits instead of chocolate ; )