Right now I am truely sick of everything, cause I can’t do anything. Only thing I can do is sit and wait. Waiting for time to pass. I can’t run cause I’m tired and ill. I can’t swim because it’s too cold and I have a cold. I can only wait for the 20th to pass, the surgery. I’m really scared. And I can’t lose weight faster cause imagine a life sitting and waiting only. I will grow fat, really. And this is annoying as fuck.