short

I need the lights on
all around me
when I want to sleep
I need my towers of pillows
to put my body on
my head and my knees

to dream

I need pills
drops and water
to calm down for silences

every time I woke up again after I had collapsed in psychiatries I saw myself in a new dimension and in a new/ older age of human living

have I talked about this already? I don’t remember

[= )]

I have a personal manager, for all my appointmens and activities, and stuff. And she is called Mama. So I have a mamager.

God bless.